Why do I feel this way?

Can I pour out the thoughts I have or will I be judged again? The doubts I have in me seem not to come to an end. Lord, I could not focus and I feel I have been left behind… Rescue me O God from the negativities I have inside. -jdcd’21

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Better things

11.29. 2012 To see you right around the pavementUnder the scorching heat,Reaching out that old wrinkled hand-Passersby are ignoring your existence.Just for alms, just for alms. To see you all excited,Though you said, you were ‘slightly delayed.’And though they tried to explain,After more than 9 months of the carryYou’ll face the baby was dead for […]

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UNFATHOMABLE

I wanted to end it and hide the broken past. Yet, I heard your voice from my darkness pit- from the years of nothingness and sorrow, from the lies and pretence. How can I deserve of such love Lord? How can you forgive me of the things I have done wrong? Your love is immeasurable, […]

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My reason

You see me standing strong,but really I am just as weakThe positivity were all because ofthe prayers behind the scenes The inward secrets of my heart;You know my doubts and pain.Surrendering my life’s control,to God – my healer and my friend. -jdcd:)’20

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Walk by faith

It’s becoming blurry as the days go by,as daunting fear arises worldwide.In my thoughts, I cannot deny-of the wavering positivity I have inside. God, help me listen and be still-to chose to hear Your words that heal.May I rely on you, and not in my might;and live my days in faith and not by sight. […]

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In moments like these

How quickly I pray to you Lord when I have difficulties;and would sometimes forget you in my victories. At all times, may I not fail in remembering,that without You, I am nothing.

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The Truth

“Speak with honesty, think with sincerity, and act with integrity.” ~Anonymous

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Searching for Answers

Little girl you’ve now grown up living alone; it took a while, but you made it on your own. Away from the comforts of what has been, towards life you wanted to begin. The little girl thought that she could keep hiding, and try to keep moving on and fighting. As she thought it was […]

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Thinking of You

Whenever tomorrow comes afresh,I hold on to the hope that yesterday can extend its way back.The long conversations that lull me to slumber;the smiles, the grins, and the echos of laughterthat permeated my existence.It was a great while.I hope I can see you again someday. – JDCD:)’20

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